Friday, November 05, 2004
its has been so long ever since i updated my post. has been busy with my school as i have to go back to prepare for my final term next sem.
exam over shld be happy bt would u be happy if u have no money?
i have learn alot. personal experiences, things i witness and thing which i chose not to listen. from magnum, schoollife, family, friendship and relationship.
sometimes i really don understand y people will react in some ways or do things tt really annoys me. which i simply cant take it.so many thing happening around me. i cry myself to sleep when i feel the stress over powering me.i feel so small and helpless.
double standard. im sure u all noe wat it means. y? y do people double stadard? i hate ppl doing this to me becos i am human! i have feeling and i have my rights. imagine ppl doing this to u..would u like it? don say no/yes. think thru..
think i shldn think so much but wat i really need now is a job. no job --> no money --> no shop, no play --> no enjoyment --> no happiness --> a boring life..
holiday isnt tt bad afterall.. at least i get to meet up with my 2 best friends since sec sch days.( ni n fang) i miss them.. they treat me well and i feel comfortable with them.. they don scold
me, force me, talk behind me and betray me. at least i noe they wont leave me alone when im helpless. imagine u walking alone during a super heavy rainy and windy day. feelin cold and vulnerable? yes.. they r they friends who will walk up to me with a umbrella and shelter me from danger.
i love all my friends seriously. but do they? anyway it reminds me of a song. cradle by atomic kitten. used to love this song during my sec sch days..
ok now i am down with flu. anyway congrat on the nominess.. :)
loving it;;